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Boo [hoo], you whore. [24 Nov 2004|11:33pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | Something Corporate ] I had to change my journal because my photobucket's bandwidth exceeded. Damnit. So. Whatever. But on the better side... ME & DREW ARE BACKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Fuck yes. I hung out with Ashley todayyy ♥ Yes, so grand. As always. Me, Ashley, Josh, Brandon & Brian or however you spell his name went up to Little Caesars & got two pepperoni pizzas. So good. & Only 5 bucks each. So, as usual, we sat out front & ate it. Ashley was new to the whole thing, so we had to get her used to it ;] Then we just hung out outside. Then around 10:30 or so, Drew shows up & I had to go get Ashley's stuff from my house so I went & got it before she had to leave. Then after she left, Drew asked me for a ride home on my handle bars on my bike. So I got near his house & he wanted to talk to me. [I hadn't called him/talked to him for two days straight]. Turns out he missed me & was wondering if I missed him & still liked him... FUCK YEAH I missed him! Haha. So yeah. That's basically how it went. I am so. fucking. happy. Happy Thanksgiving ♥♥♥ ( Read more... ) Edit : I made a new journal. I'll let you know what it is when I'm finished with it. So be ready, ha. ♥ read 10 comment

[23 Nov 2004|02:56pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Underoath ♥ ] Today was boring. Nothing more than that. I hate when I try to listen to music on the bus & people keep trying to talk to me. Danny asked me if I had a cigarette. ?!?!?!?!. When the fuck have I ever smoked cigarettes. & then I had " I <\3 ****. * " [but they weren't stars] written on my hand & Adam & Danny were like "What's 1 4 3 ****. * mean?" & all this shit & I was like "It's not a fucking 143". I was getting pissed off. Whatever. I feel like shit today. Back to my old ways again I guess. I need to meet someone, & soon. Where are you Adam Lazzara. read 8 comment

I'm always listening to the music on my myspace ;x [22 Nov 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Matchbook Romance♥ ] Ha. My mom called me a sleazebag last night because I still want to go back out with Drew &I'm still hanging out with him . . . even though she had a different boyfriend every couple weeks when she was my age & cheated on every single boyfriend she ever had except two guys. Hm. Yeah Sleazebag. So yeah. Anyways. Today was cool. My guidance counselor called me down to her office to say good job for my report card grades & she gave me some cooooookies ♥ Then in lunch me & Josh drew huge penises on the lunch table & a security guard walked by a few minutes later & was like "... who's got the markers" & we were like "uuhh that was here when we got here". Hahahaaa I was so scared. Then on the way home I wrote "PHIL KELLEY LOVES PENIS" on a piece of paper in red marker & stuck it on the window with Josh's gum. Yes it was funny. ( My friend Liz gave me this ) read 11 comment

& you know it's not so easy when you're all alone. [21 Nov 2004|01:28pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Placebo ] Wow. Today was fucking fantastic. I hung out with Drew today for a couple of hours because I thought I had to go to my dad's at 1. ( Read more... ) ♥ Eeeeeer, I don't know what I'm doing today. <3333 idntevnkno: i think you and drew are like made for eachother . . even though i h avnt liek known yall or anything idntevnkno: its just in pics it looks right One last thing. I just wanted to thank everyone who's helped me through all this pitiful shit I've been going through. Yeah, I should be over it by now, but I'm not. & I wanted to say thanks to those who have sat & talked to me about it. It makes me feel a lot better to know that people genuinely care. Ashley, Rachel, my LJ friends♥, Matt, Brittany, Josh, James, Randy, & Aiko. Everyone. I ♥ my friends. So much. read 9 comment

I know you well enough to know you never loved me. [20 Nov 2004|06:22pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Say Hi To Your Mom <3 ] Ugh, boys are confusing. Especially when you love them. ( Read moreee ) I'm getting paid soon from helping my step dad with the cabinets & I'm going to buy some people Christmas presents & stuff. I have to get Drew & Ashley something for sure ♥ Let me know what you want you guyyyyys. Now it's time for me to strangle my brothers & wallow in my own self pity. I might update later. read 10 comment

[19 Nov 2004|02:52pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Underoath ♥ ] Eeeeee. Ashley's _rainymondays coming over today & I'm pretty sure she's spending the night. ♥ I'm exxxcitedddd! I loff hanging out with her :] She makes me happy. Anywho. I wrote Drew a 4 page [7 sides!] note / .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart today. Haha. Yeah it's um interesting. & I have yet to give it to him. Wow. Today's going to be weird :\ Oh, & DEF MOTHER FUCKING JEF, stop IMing my away msg saying some bullshit about Drew. I can write whatever the fuck I want in here & if you don't like it, DON'T FUCKING READ IT!!!!! I know Drew doesn't like me & that nothing I do or say will make him like me again, & I'm not trying to do that, so shut the fuck up before I punch your gay ass in the mother fucking face. I'm sick of your bullshit. ♥ edit : I watched Mean Girls for the first time last night. Go me. read 4 comment

[18 Nov 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Weezer ] Ok, so I'm making this thing public again for a little while. Unless it gets out of hand. Because I might want to talk loads of crap about someone & if they're not an el jay friend, then what's the point? So. Ok. I came home early from school today & I'm eating a sub. My mom said she's going to get me a job at Subway. Yay. Subway owns. Anyways. I'm totally hanging out with Ashley today. I'm freaking stoked. & yes, I just said stoked ♥ Tomorrow is the SFN show, & I get to see Aaron. Whoooo I'm excited :D Oh, I got 5 B's & only 1 D on my report card. Suck it! :) ( GET A FUCKING LIFE ) read 14 comment

Public shit <\3 [16 Nov 2004|02:42pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | nothing ] Fuck anything I ever said about me & Drew being together again. He doesn't like me anymore. "He still loves me" & "we're still friends", but he doesn't want to be with me anymore. It got "old". I guess he just likes Megan now, & that's all there is to it. I need to find someone else now. It will never be the same. So Drew, if you're reading this, it's been awesome knowing you & being with you these past 2 years. I love you. Always will. You were my first & always will be. I love you. Have a good time with Megan, she's a sweety. But not as sweet as me. ♥ I hope you like your mixtape. & the thing I made you. & I'm glad you're my best friend. I ♥ you, sweety. read 11 comment

Promotions, promotions, promotions...... [02 Sep 2004|06:52am] [ music | the early november <333 ] Promote your communities/whatever here, kiddos <33333 Gracias :) read 25 comment

Fcuk. [09 Aug 2004|06:04pm] comment & add me, jerkface ♥ read 58 comment

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